Sunday, March 25, 2012

"I'm glad I don't have a daughter"

Its a phrase I've come to hate, from fathers of boys.

Typically the exchange starts with "I'm so glad I only have sons", or "I am glad I don't have a daughter", and invariably ending with one of the following (so far, that I've heard):
  • "Because I only have to worry about one penis, not billions of them."
  • "Because I know what teenage boys are like -- I was one."
  • "Because I don't have to worry about my son(s) getting pregnant."
I hate this attitude because I feel it tells boys that they are lucky, more special than women, simply because they don't have to worry about getting pregnant. That they can have sex, with no repercussions. That its a woman's fault if she gets pregnant. As if a guy has no involvement in the act whatsoever.

Grow up. There is no free pass just because your son has a penis and can't carry a child for nine months. I will encourage my daughter to stay away from men like this, because they have the potential to inflict more harm than just a pregnancy.

Expect more out of your boys. I certainly do.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Why the hate?

Are you concerned abou the apparent increase in hate against women's groups and organizations -- or women in general? Groups such as Planned Parenthood, Girl Scouts of America, or simply a person's right to contraception?

I am concerned. I do not understand why folks feel such a strong desire to control other people.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Keyboards, revisited (Geek out time)

A couple of years ago, I posted that I had purchased a Microsoft Natural Ergonomic Keyboard 4000.

Time to update with other keyboards I've tried:

  • Unicomp SpaceSaver PC
    • These are built at the Kentucky plant that used to make IBM Model M and later Lexmark Model M keyboards
    • This is a smaller model, compared to the original Model M molds, but uses the same buckling spring switch design as the Model M keyboards
  • IBM Model M
    • One purchased for $0.75 at a thrift store
    • Another purchased new in box, manufactured in Mexico
    • The classic buckling spring design
  • Realforce 55g keyboards
    • These use a thick membrane (compared to your normal membrane keyboard), a spring, and capacitance to drive the switch mechanism
    • Very quiet, and (in my opinion) wonderful to type on
    • I have tried both the 103 key and 87 key versions
    • 55g refers to the force required to press the keys -- in this case, the keys require uniform force to actuate
I originally purchased the Microsoft keyboard in an attempt to reduce wrist pain I was had while typing. Later, I discovered that the pain was caused in large part by how I used my hands to operate a mouse, a trackpoint, or a trackpad. Moving just from the wrist, instead of whole arm movements, caused wrist pain. Keyboard choice, wrist movement was taken care of, had a small affect, but did change depending on switch type. (For me -- this is different for each person).

For example, most keyboards are membrane switch keyboards. These are cheaper to manufacture, and are great for the toss it and forget it mentality when they break. Unfortunately, the force required to operate such a keyboard is low, until the key clashes as it bottoms out, and finally activates. It would be like pounding the heel of your foot into concrete repeatedly, instead of letting your foot act like a spring to gently take the blow of landing on the ground. Your fingers can take a beating operating a membrane switch computer.

The Microsoft keyboard uses that same, very popular, switch design. Unless you know where to look, or what to look for, that is what most of your keyboards are going to use (and, I imagine, a great profit margin for the manufacturers for keyboards that cost a premium, but are very, very cheap to produce). So changing to the Microsoft keyboard did not provide much relief, and could aggravate wrist pain.

This is where the new keyboards above came into play, and I played with some different key switch designs. The Model M and Unicomp keyboards both utilize a buckling spring design. The force applied in these cause a spring to compress, and eventually buckle, activating the switch. The benefit of this design (and most mechanical switches) is that you can feel the actuation before you bottom out. This gives you an opportunity to slow down and let off, before bottoming out.

I liked them while I tried the Model M and Unicomp keyboards. They were my first mechanical keyboards, and great in part because they make a nice racket, and they can have a nice, crisp, feel as the switches activate. I have to admit that I think that the Unicomp keyboards feel a little "mushy" compared to the Model Ms, but I don't think that you will notice it when you use either keyboard for a decent amount of time. That said, finding a good Model M can be hard, as they are typically used, and overall the Unicomp keyboards are just as good, as they are made in the same plant as the Model M keyboards. Unicomp's customer service was great when I had to send a keyboard back for a malfunctioning '~' key.

Downsides to buckling spring keyboard include, when coming from a membrane type keyboard, your hands will tire fairly quickly, and they can be very noisy. Give using one some time and your hands will become stronger, and it won't remain a problem for long. Unfortunately the noise doesn't go away.

The Realforce keyboards are interesting, because they are a membrane switch, but the membrane doesn't activate the key switch in the same way that your typical keyboard works, and the membrane is thicker and more resilient. The keyboard uses a spring inside the membrane, which causes a change in capacitance between two small points under the switch, which then registers a key press. They also feel very different compared to a buckling spring keyboard, and don't feel much like a typical membrane keyboard.

The result of how the keys work is that you have a fairly smooth resistance as you press the keys. I think they're buttery smooth to type on, in large part because the resistance is so smooth, and because they don't bottom out quite the same as a typical membrane keyboard. Its like you get a nice gentle landing as you press the key to the bottom of its full movement. They also have the benefit that you can feel when they activate, before you bottom out, so that you don't have to crash all the way to the keyboard bottom -- you can let up once you've registered a key press.

I've settled on using the 87 key Realforce keyboard at work, because I didn't want to keep driving my coworkers crazy, and because it is a very, very nice keyboard to type on. I also don't miss the ten key, which means less movement toward the mouse.

One downside to all of this is that I have a lot of keyboards, that may never break.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Coming back

I am importing the few posts I had in a WordPress blog I've had kicking around the last couple of years. I hope it sensibly imports, but being that I had to use a converter, I expect something to break.

I can't maintain two blogs; one is hard enough.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Testing an old account, playing with a new

In setting up and playing with a new Google Apps account, I discovered a new Blogger UI (I'm way behind the times, I'm sure). Anyhow, came back here to see if I could enable it, and sure enough, I could.

I like it (the new UI).

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Happy birthday

Dear Son,

I know you won't remember this last year, or the next several. I hope, in any case, that I end up leaving an indelible mark upon you. I hope that you grow into a more confident man than I have yet become, self-assured, and full of the knowledge that your family supports you. I hope that my hugs today will give you strength for tomorrow. I hope that, ultimately, you know that you are loved.

I want to provide some mark, some means, for you to recall this time. I am not sure that I can offer much -- I can write about how you've grown (a lot -- you certainly seem to learn fast, and you get taller by the day), or how you already depend less and less on me (to a degree -- I want you to depend on me as much as you need to, as long as I am here).

But I know that the best thing that I can provide I already do daily. And so, when you are older, and today is forgotten and tomorrow is but a faint memory hiding behind mists of time, I hope that you catch glimpses of us together, me holding you up and holding you close, and know what it means to be my son, and hopefully the responsibility and fun that is being a dad.

Happy belated birthday, you mean the world to me.

Saturday, December 04, 2010

Sleeplessness

I am tired. I should be asleep, its way too early in the morning. The wind blowing outside kind of puts me off, I don't like it. I feel alone. And it makes the house cold.

I am unhappy with the cartoon profile pic for child abuse meme on FaceBook -- but my wife thinks its probably because I read something on Reddit that pointed out how stupid it is. She is probably right. Before the article, I thought it was silly, because I think most memes on FaceBook
the internet are silly. I do wish that people would take the issue seriously, though. Cartoons won't heal the wounds many children have from their elders.

Got a Christmas tree today. We haven't put it up yet. After getting my in-law's tree off their jeep, my father-in-law and I dropped ours off at our house. Very gusty winds made that interesting. The same winds that are now making the house seem very cold. The tree hunt was interesting. I watched our son, and held him when he woke up. I attempted to go find where everyone went seeking for trees, crunching my way up the path we parked near. That was hard work, and our son wasn't exactly thrilled to be out in the cold. Poor kid. I feel like we missed out on the fun of the tree hunt, because everyone went away so fast. Hopefully when the little guy is up and walking, we won't get left behind (or we can find a sled that will carry him).

I love my family. I wouldn't have ever guessed I would say that 10 years ago. I didn't think I'd be capable of being a good father. I feel that I've learned a lot in the last several years, and then a mega-ton in the last year alone. What love is, and what it is capable of. I think the biggest thing is learning to love and, most importantly, allowing myself to be loved. I still can be harmful, as I occasionally fall back to old ways, expecting the good to go away at a moment's notice. I wish I could stop that, and just live in the moment. Let the good be here now, and not worry about what happened years ago, or what might happen tomorrow.

I'm going to go sleep.